This blog post is brought to you from my sleepless night on May 2nd, 2020 at 3:41 am as it another night where I can't sleep once again and I wanted to share some things that are on my mind.
As we know at this time the world is going through a lockdown because of a virus called corona AKA COVID-19 one of the deadlest this to hit the earth from when it's been around.
I don't know much about it other then it is bad and we have to keep 2m 6ft away from each other to keep us safe and not catch it witch is not good for my mental health as I am a cuddly person and someone that need effection.
Yes, I am getting this off my immediate family but I am missing my friends and love ones so much I am worrying and can not sleep.
I suffer from insomnia anyway but recently it has been worse then ever I am one of the essential workers who work for a DIY store so I have forced myself to sleep but this week I am off and I think that is going to be hard to do as I don't need to.
I have a loved one I really care about who has kids and recently she has gone off the rails a bit and I am so worried about her as she is not even messaging me some days.
Then there is also the matter of my grandparents who I can not see right now as this virus is affecting the elderly more than anyone else in the world so I am worried about them as I just want to see them before and or is something happens.
What does not help me ever is the fact that I am an empathic person too so I am feeling the worlds pain at the moment and it is hearting me inside to feel how we all feel,
Now despite all this, I am trying to keep my spirits up and keep myself safe so I want to say thank you to the NHS and all the world health services and essential workers and say that we will get through this and when we do the world will never be the same.
Also thank you for reading this and please don't read it as a person feeling down read it as a person that feels this way but still feels that he is alive and happy for it